Anyway, this past few days, time had been running so fast and so I didn't recognize that my parents have to go back to the place wherein they work to earn money. Too bad, we've got no choice but to accept that my parents had a lot of priorities abroad that is hanging and needs to be follow up. I'm still happy and still wishing that they'll have a really good health condition and 25 hours a day guidance from the Lord. I really love my parents like uhh, I treasure them and they're very important to me. Though sometimes, there would come a point wherein I'll be scolded for some wee bit of wrong deed. I feel so safe and lucky whenever I'm with my family. I feel really blessed for having them in my life. Tons of thanks to you, Lord.
Alright, change topic. Hahaha. Our house was about to finish now. Lol. Maybe after 199 centuries. Haay. I really wish all the time that I will just wake up in a brand new home. If only I have the powers or the magic I'll be making thousands of houses for the poor, like us. Hmm. But I'm still thankful! Very thankful, for having a family that is open in everything and closely intact even without their own house. :)
Later, I still have to wake up like 7am or more like 6am for us to continue the tasks in order to finish our house. Haay. I'm still tired but my mind won't rest 'cause maybe, my parents are still worrying about us. On how are we now? Have we our dinner or anything. They're just so sweet and caring for us three. And I'm so thankful for that and I won't stop thanking them.
A lot of things are still bothering in my life now. Maybe that's the reason why I can't sleep and do things that I have to do. My memory is also not on its high level. It stocks memories a little more less than before. My eyes are a bit blurry. My skin is getting dark, full of scars and freaky rashes and my migraines are really spontaneous. Haay.
I really don't know what to feel now. There must be something to celebrate but I can't feel it. Just so you know, It's our 15th monthsary today and yet my mind is blanked for planning about this. Haay. Time is really small for us two. I know it's hard but I guess, I will just have a positive thinking about this things so I can still focus on what needs to be done that will benefit a lot of humanities especially us two.
I've received lotsa lotsa invites from going out of town, swimming, bar hopping, etc. and yet until now, I can't still decide what must I or what should I? Weird? Yes. Sometimes, I day dreamed of having a lot of powers, seriously so I can have all the strength to come on every event. I don't know but my problems are really that hard to solve for me but as long as you stay and keep on trusting God, he will always stay with you. He'll never ever leave you.
I guess I've gotta be sleeping now. To all the persons that I love, specially You, I hope you'll have a better and more fruitful tomorrow. Always keep a positive mind and stay away from stereotypes 'cause it won't benefit you.
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Goodnight!
I was lately craving for a chocolate.
A hug and a kiss from somebody. :((
PS. I want a DSLR like Mao has. Lol.
Hee hee. I'll just wish. Wish and wish.