This had been a stressful day again. I really don't know what to do. I guess I've got lots of self problems that are still hanging and has to be resolved immediately. Haay, but I really don't know how. Am I insane, crazy or what? Waah! Hope not. But I feel that way many times. As of now, my emotions are rumbled, jumbled and blended. Hahaha. Nevermind. :))
Well, as I am writing slash making this blog entry, I'm feeling so sleepy and I really don't know if I can post this nice and correctly. My stomach aches but not that really painful and my eyes are in the state of taking-a-rest moment, tired and stressed. It's red now. I can't see. It's blurred. Lol. Haha. Waah!
Alright, let's get serious! This day was just an ordinary day. Not really much time-wasting and energy-killing. I didn't go out of the house since malls and even stores are annoyingly closed due to the Holy Week. Ugh. I really hate Holy Week like this because as they say, God isn't around so sins and temptations are very active and roaming directly to our nerves, slowly and deeply unites with negative signals to attract negative people. I must admit I made almost 5 sins today more like 7 -- I hate this number! It's either I offended someone or got some white lies. And also killed somebody. A creature, an insect, specifically a cockroach. Wahaha! Sorry. Lol.
I miss my Mom & Dad. *acting like a child. Lol. They're still in Cebu. Still waiting for my Grandpa to get the real rest for peace. I really miss them like damn. I dunno what will happen to our house now. The workers are not around and still busy on their own lives. Haay. I always wish to have our own house to stay. Just a simple one. As long as I have my personal room exclusively for me and no more. When will that happen? Hmm. Maybe soon. Let's just keep storing a positive mind.
Haha. I've got lots of wishes for today and it's not yet done. There's still more of it. But anyway, I'm a bit sleepy now. I'm having some butt burning sensation due to prolong sitting so I gotta rest now. Good night y'all. Thanks and sorry to all the blessings and sins my Lord, respectively! I miss you! Yeah you! I hope you miss me too. Lol. Hugs!