This past few weeks. Problems, temptations and stressful things was slowly killing me. I really don't know when to start or rather what to start. I've got lots of problems in school. But not in the way that I bully people or make people get mad at me. It's more of academic problem. Haay. At this time, things just seem to be more complicated and absolutely challenging. And I really do not know what should I solve first or what must I do first. What pops out of my mind always is to die for me to escape from those kind of life-destructing scenario. Hahaha. But sometimes I really do think that way so don't blame me. I'm weird. Oh yes, I really am. And that's sad.
This past few days. People were getting so sweet and very caring to me. Though some were just doing it to get closed, still I really appreciate what they do to me. Words of wisdom, compliments, inspiring advices makes my day a little more worth it. I really don't know why in the world did I have this strange feeling of being indifferent at some times. Haay, but still I should be happy of the fruitful thing I encounter right now. Hope it'll continue like forever. Lol.
And oh, my parents just arrived here in the Philippines from Qatar to celebrate a vacation with us. I was so overjoyed that my elder sister had graduated from college with the course of BSN. In that way, my parents will have a less time to think on how to budget our money and how to spend it in a way that it will never be wasted on some miscellaneous and unnecessary things.
Haay, I really miss lots of people. My parents are in Cebu right now because unexpectedly and surprisingly, my Grandpa -- my Mom's father, died. Haay, we were so shocked and sad. I never seen my Grandpa even from before. How sad. I hope he'll rest in peace now. I wish to him that he'll guide me in every little thing that I do. Waa. I'm really sad because my Mom cried very much. I hope we'll pass and survive in this situation. One thing, ACCEPT!
Prior to that, we are currently making our own house at the back of the place where I stay and doing this blog. Oooh, my laptops getting smoked slash sizzling-ly hot now. He gotta rest but more things I would like to share is, we should always keep in touch to God. In that way, God will be more active upon guiding us to those people and things that are totally bad influence. I really hate how some other people influence an innocent one from taking drugs and all that.
Well. What now? Ahm. I just wanna thank Lord for still providing people that are good and can be really trusted. Be careful on the people that you will trust because when he or she is mad, that person might say something or rather do things that are beyond your reputation and dignity.
Limit the person you trust. K? Don't be a victim. Be a keen observer! Some people nowadays are very opportunistic and has a crab mentality. So be very careful. Watch everything you say and do. Always thank God. That's it. Good night! :)