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Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 1:20 PM

Soo unwell.

Yo! Before anything else, I want you to watch this video (just click the link because embedding of this video was disabled by request. Err!) of Asia Cruise. I know this is an old song but I still wonder, is she a Filipina or most commonly known as Pinay?

Asia Cruise - Selfish: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbESnTxUJHU

Ugh, I hate this day! Not because I didn't wake up early or slept well but because I really feel sick inside and out. I really don't know what should I do with this bullcrap thing on my throat. It's making me not to talk clearly as if I'm a mute guy.

Err, I can't find any Strepsils anymore. My sister isn't around so no one's there to gimme some care. I really want to get well now. I want to accomplish alot of things because I don't want to rush. I want everything so much organize b-but, how am I going to do that if I'm sick? Argh.

God, please heal me from this kind of suffering. It doesn't bring any benefits to me. Well maybe there's a main purpose that's why I'm having this. Maybe I've been too much for myself and had no more limitations. Maybe I've been abusing myself since then. Well, I think yes. I know for the past few months, I've been a drunkard. I was like drinking whenever there's a chance to drink. And oh, it's not water. It's actually a brandy, beer, gin, vodka and whatnot. And also, I ate whatever foods that I want like anywhere and anytime. I mean, whenever I see something sweet like chocolates in the fridge, I'll eat it even it's already the time for me to rest. And lastly, maybe because of the freakin' weather. It really makes alot of people sick. Sick inside and out just like me.

Oh well, yesterday was September 11, right? I just suddenly remembered the 9/11 bombing. Did you know anything about that? Ha! I hope yes, 'cause it's one of the most horrible scene I have ever seen. (I mean, on TV.)

So much for this, I badly need some hugs aka "yacapsule" for my faster recovery. I hope I'll get well fast.